Mga Chakang Merlat

I am not into having girl friends right now.

If you give me the jeebies, it's usually because my spidey senses kicking in and letting me know that I am not or will not be comfortable with you... You and it (our potential friendship, if it will progress) would likely be a toxic one--one full of competitiveness, jealousy, crab mentality, "destiny swapping", popular-loser dynamic --where, despite me "giving" and "following", and you be the one more "taking" and "leading", you will still be fretting and be "envious", "jealous", "in competition" with me in our friendship--SO THEN: thanks, but no thanks. I have been in those kinds of relationships/friendships before, which all just brought me toxicities, and traumas!!!

Go find a willing follower to your narsicisms. Not me. Do not bother me. I would rather be alone, thank you.

Maybe that is the reason why presently I am more close and want to get close and befriend gay guys (or even bisexual men), and, yes, even straight guys (the ones who do not romatically like me) if there are. It is because with them I am safer--there is no to not much competition, jealousy, toxicity, et al., unlike in girl friend friendships where most of the times there are just too-too much!

So, if you are a girl, and you became my friend, especially in person, not just online--please do know it is because you did not give me the jeebies and I become comfortable with you (which is rare for me). For me magandang akla ka katulad ko, at hindi ka chakang merlat!